dreams of good places
08.05.04 (5:26 pm) [edit]an example ramble since i only have one entry and one judge so far. i guess thats a good effort for a first time competition organiser like me.
i guess the only way i can explain myself for that horrible debacle below that i thought up over breakfast yesterday is by saying that i wanted attention... yes... its a horrible thing... to want attention... i dont want to be negative but i am a littl down right now so this wont be a long entry. i will be okay though. thanks for all the comments in the last few days. people around here just love to be friendly it seems. maybe i am being naive there but i think its great that people can say how they feel.
maybe its just because i have been sleeping at a different time but i have been remembering my dreams lately. i have these weird dreams about walking around all these towns that look slightly familiar but not so familiar that i can put a name on them. and there is always two or three people i know around but i am walking around with people i sense i know well but i dont know them well if you know what i mean. some of them are really powerful. like i actually wake up and i want to go back to sleep cause i dont want to leave. and i always feel like i am leaving people.
i wonder whether there are any answers to my many questions. many many questions. maybe i should take up poetry. im not much of a structured person in writing. i find i can express myself better with free flowing *logical* thought thought patterns. i wonder how long i can hide after i get to college before anyone notices this... not long now i have said that. hehehe... i am so dreamy today i actually thought a sentence and my fingers didn't type it. oh well.. it was going to get me in trouble anyway. sentences like that deserve to be ignored by my fingers.. i think its cool that i can just think and type these days. i dont even think about that the keys are. i think in words again. tis an awesome thing. maybe i could get so good that i start thinking in paragraphs or whole stories. that would be the ultimate.. hehehe... i am being silly aren't i... ahhhh... this is the reason i want my breaks REDUCED from 6 weeks to something more sane like 4 weeks. i would have been happy going back two weeks ago. maybe not as fully rested but at least i probably wouldn't have gotten this laryngitis thing. my throat is still a bit tingly and i am still drinking 4-6 LITRES of water per day. i seriously have to get over it. i am going back on sunday and i dont want to be sick when i get back.. too much wonderful stuff to do... for instance... i have to reload linux onto my laptop before class starts so i can fix something... hehehe... it is worth it though.. being a techie is what i could be doing for a job.
well.. that brings to a conclusion another day in the life of ansell.. the poor guy with a bad habit for yabbering on about things forever and ever and ever. ohh... right... yes well you get the point.. signing off now....
posted by: lynne (reply)
post date: 08.05.04 (4:54 am)
Hey, we all want attention. Nothing wrong with that :)
posted by: ansell (reply)
post date: 08.05.04 (2:32 pm)
Reply to: lynne
thanks :)
posted by: ScarlettGKPi (reply)
post date: 08.05.04 (3:35 pm)
Everyone seems to be getting sick lately. John is sick now, we were up till the wee hours of the morning. He feels better today but like you, I think he is going to feel the affects for awhile. Have you tried any over the counter meds like throat spray to help? Drinking that much water is really good...should definitely help. I would stay away from acidic juices for sure. Take care hon.
posted by: kindabtchy (reply)
post date: 08.05.04 (3:35 pm)
lol you're so silly. I luv you!! :)
posted by: ansell (reply)
post date: 08.05.04 (3:42 pm)
Reply to: ScarlettGKPi
im almost over it. i didn't try any throat sprays. i was gargling warm salt water for a little while and that helped. its just phlegm coming up from my lungs now. im actually a bit better this morning.
posted by: ansell (reply)
post date: 08.05.04 (3:44 pm)
Reply to: kindabtchy
hehe... thanks. i try to be just about as silly as i can be without people putting a white sleeveless coat on me. if ya know what i mean...
posted by: ScarlettGKPi (reply)
post date: 08.05.04 (4:26 pm)
Reply to: ansell
oh yes I made John gargle warm salt water last night and when I said he had done it enough I think he gave me the dirtiest look ever because he hated it for real! But, it really helped.
posted by: ansell (reply)
post date: 08.05.04 (4:37 pm)
Reply to: ScarlettGKPi
it is pretty foul.. i understand the look. he will love you later for it.
posted by: x0br0ken0x (reply)
post date: 08.05.04 (5:26 pm)
love the blog.. kudos
posted by: CrazzzyDucK (reply)
post date: 08.05.04 (5:49 pm)
Sick, not good hope you get better
Thoughts ignored by your fingers, we all get that i hope coz if we are the only ones who then well we is screwed in the head, but because we are the only ones who get this make us unique superior even. Yeah your ambling contest i'll enter but i dont really understand as to what it is.
-Demonic Crazzzy DucK
posted by: ansell (reply)
post date: 08.05.04 (5:53 pm)
Reply to: CrazzzyDucK
im glad im not the only one who loses thoughts on the way to their fingers. lol.
dont feel like you have to enter. i have been thinking about it and its not very clear what it is about. its like a post that goes on about nothing but is still interesting. has a topic but moves between topics so it seems like it is made up of many topics. about the word limit i had down.. stuff it.. write what cha want.. i have a judge and she just wants to read some stuff and give some witty comments for fun.
its all good though. whenever you get around to writing something.
posted by: ansell (reply)
post date: 08.05.04 (5:55 pm)
Reply to: x0br0ken0x
thanks
posted by: SheSpecies (reply)
post date: 08.05.04 (6:35 pm)
:-) It's all good, ansell. People need a lil attention and lynne's right, there's nuthin wrong with it.
You drink about as much water as I do. LOL
posted by: Dottie (reply)
post date: 08.06.04 (12:55 am)
Hey, at least your way of getting attention works and isn't as blatently obvious as my GIVE ME ATTENTION NOW writings to certain people. And I know you've been sick, poot bub, i would've gone and held your hand by your bedside, but you're too far away... lol... chin up my friend, all will be well in the end
posted by: TigerLilly (reply)
post date: 08.07.04 (1:01 am)
your great..lol..hope you feel better soon!
posted by: ansell (reply)
post date: 08.07.04 (1:13 am)
Reply to: SheSpecies
thanks :), i do tend to drink loads of water when i am sick. it will have to go down though because i dont want to be running out of lectures to go to the toilet all the time. ;-)
posted by: ansell (reply)
post date: 08.07.04 (1:15 am)
Reply to: Dottie
hehehe... poot bub!!! you are never going to live that one down. rofl... and i know you are a really good friend and you did all you could to help. thanks for making me laugh dot!
posted by: ansell (reply)
post date: 08.07.04 (1:16 am)
Reply to: TigerLilly
i hope i get better very soon too. im almost over it. my throat is better and i am getting over the other symptoms as well. gotta fly tommorrow!!! YAY! dont want to make too many people sick.
posted by: SheSpecies (reply)
post date: 08.07.04 (9:27 am)
Reply to: ansell
Hahaha - Yeah, I know what you mean...that happens to me a lot. I scope places out for a wc as soon as I arrive. As soon as you've supersaturated your system with h20, though, the running back and forth to the wc happens less frequently. Your body regulates itself a bit. I guess I have been doing this a long time though...not just when I'm feeling ill.
